today is the day
well, it is abouyt 220pm and we are getting ready to go to gulfport MS. it has been a bit depressing. something funny did happen though! I was trimming carlos's hair and he set the gard to low...lol I shave a strip of hair and messed up his whole head....lmao. we did not realized the gaurd was wrong! so we had to go to the barber shop and had to fix it. it was so great, I needed that laugh.
it is pouring rain and we will be driving in this. wish me luck. man this sucks
Day before Carlos Leaves
Mood:
blue
This is the day before Carlos leaves to Gulfport MS. I have been pretty sad most of the day. I have cried a few times. I never realized how hard this would be! I have been a single mom before, so I know the ropes. I just know how I will miss his kiss goodnight and funny conversations while we lay. The hardest part to accept is that he will not be around during the quiet moments, you know, when you realize how alone you really are. We always make each other laugh...lol In my eyes we have one of the most perfect relationships, even with the flaws. I miss you already baby, I love you.