Mood:  blue

This is the day before Carlos leaves to Gulfport MS. I have been pretty sad most of the day. I have cried a few times. I never realized how hard this would be! I have been a single mom before, so I know the ropes. I just know how I will miss his kiss goodnight and funny conversations while we lay. The hardest part to accept is that he will not be around during the quiet moments, you know, when you realize how alone you really are. We always make each other laugh...lol  In my eyes we have one of the most perfect relationships, even with the flaws. I miss you already baby, I love you.

Posted by gabis-deployment-journal at 10:33 PM EDT
Updated: Saturday, 12 July 2008 1:22 AM EDT
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